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ok. im telling u, the session has started today....



one of us has been suspected to have H1N1



they just announced the uninvited news at 1 am...



n it made me forget to spread bedak sejuk all over my face for the first time...



it made me yawn till i could not sleep until 4 in the morning...







and the consequences.......are....







so it forbids us from not going anywhere but here, i mean our hostel...



and it also lets us skip classes until it is cristal clear...



and we can come back in lecture halls until we are told to do so...



sounds scary, eerie, freaky, spooky, n whatever it is...



it has sent shivers down my spine...



it has sent a rush of blood to the head...



so , next time, i will be taking care of myself...



i will be eyeing on whatever i do next, anything that can screw up my health...



but, it really bores me, just to stay at my room...



i already planned to go to the library...



to check out the book exhibition...



that i was supposed to buy some books...



and i was supposed to find some information about my assignments...



aaaaarggghhh what an agony!...



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shame on u...those who were hoping that this session would come into our territory...u annoyed me...n u irritated me with ur giddily scream, screaming for the privilege to skip classes...is it enjoyful enough? is it really blissful? is it a pleasure for having this such dungeon?....

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dah la... x payah nak bergembira sbb bole ponteng kls... doa jelah byk2 agar diri kite di jauhkan dr wabak H1N1.... Amin...


till next time, xoxo

tiba-tiba muncul kembali

im disturbed.

im disrupted.

and im confused.

kenapa kau datang lagi dalam hidup aku tika aku mahu melupakanmu?

betul-betul buat aku pening kepala, tak ada kerja lain nak buat?

betul-betul buat aku rasa serba salah.

oh God tell me why, why this thing keeps happening, n this is rather slack.

i dont want the past to come n haunt me back. its totally monstrous, a catastrophe, and a definite no-no.

and you give me nothing but an expectation.

tapi nak buat macam mana..

i will handle every situation with a relaxed and instinctive calm.

tapi, deep inside my heart, it tells me that I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU. ANYMORE.

U R MOST WELCOME TO BE PART OF MY LIFE, again.

but promise u wont bother my study, ok.

sekian.

till next time, xoxo

am finishing my tasks, not gonna update my blog religiously

salam....

saya tgh buat assignment ni.. maybe lps ni my updates will be less n less. my assignments keep me buzy...

saya nak fokus ni. i wont do a breach of loyalty. saya x nak buat kerja main2. i will follow what is required by my lecturers.

oh ya. tgh sibuk2 buat assignments ni, i just finished reading a novel borrowed from the library. it's called the memory keeper's daughter, written by kim edward. sorry coz didnt get a chance to snap a pic of the novel, in case kalau u want to buy it in stores ke..
cerita ni best, it had the guts to make me cry, sbb ceritanya sedih, but i didnt cry pun sbb benda yg remeh temeh je, so saya simpan je air mata ni. memang feeling habis baca buku ni..it's about a man, who is a doctor, n he's the one who delivers his wife's babies n diorang ni dpt anak kembar. a boy n a girl. the boy comes out first n the girl comes out later. the boy is a healthy baby, while the girl is born with down's syndrome. of course la kan, parents normally x nak anak yg cacat, so he gives away his daughter to his nurse. the novel depicts life in the 60's, so, maybe masa tu x byk sgt treatment utk syndrome ni n maybe he doesnt know what to do with his retarded baby n is quite blur on how to handle that n he hands out the baby to another person , dan masa time ni saya betul2 benci watak doktor ni.. jahat btul bagi anak sendiri kat org lain. he keeps the secret carefully n he tells his wife that the girl is dead.........then after 24 years, the man is dead n the nurse confides the secret to his wife.....time ni memang sedih. then, the family unites, the twin brother, paul, now takes care of his retarded twin sister, phoebe, n the mother is happy to meet up with her estranged daughter...ok. that's it. u can check out the book by urself...

hari tu, we had a task in class. we were requested to make 2 nursery rhymes for children. hahhah saya memang x kreatif nak buat lirik lagu budak2 ni. bantai je buat. ntahla... rasa x best, kalau buat lirik lagu putus cinta ke, cinta ke, angst, u name it memang bole la...tp untuk budak2, hmm i dont have the talent laa. ntahla macam mana ye nti, i hate the apprehension. sbb benda ni mmg kitorg kena master in the future nti.

n i will be home on 15th of august. im gonna have a holiday for one week...

till next time, xoxo

my sunday is boring

im not so busy, so i can slack off a bit.

till next time, xoxo

secret recipe

yeah. the wait is over. now i will be munching cakes 24/7 (klu x kedekut sgt nak keluarkan duit sendiri)...

kek apa ni?


kek pisang samudera? sedap tu....

tp this is way more delicious than kek samudera....


SECRET RECIPE IS COMING TO TOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yummy.......

p/s-oh ye pekan tg malim, tlg bkak satu kedai utk mcd n big apple donuts ye. scret recipe is not enough to cheer up my days here in this small town called tg malim.


till next time, xoxo

with girlfriend

managed to celebrate amax's bday in mid valley before going back to upsi last week.(sorry for the late entry)...

amax's hp was having some problems n it gave her hard time. so she decided to buy a new one which is like mine...

me-the poser. x tau nak buat pose apa yg best.

two of a kind. budak2 kacamata. amax+amal

yeah!!!!!!!! happy belated bday dear!!!!!!!!1

now i got 2. which one do u prefer most? oh i choose the pink hp over the other one...

till next time, xoxo

what's your saying?

saya pun x pasti adakah saya btul2 menyokong pengajaran math n sains dalam bm?

saya rasa saya sokong... sbb we should embrace our own language, kan? dalam akta pendidikan pun it has already stated that all subjects must be taught in malay. things will get easier if they are taught in malay.. tengok la ngr maju macam jepun. they dont rely on english, they are weak in english.. tp knp diorg bole maju? sebab they think their language is great n there's no shame to mould their mother tounge language.


tapi.......


part of me doesnt think so. saya sokong pengajaran math n sains dlm bi. their english will get better tau. kan skrg ni all unis in malaysia use english as a medium language? so, its not wrong kalau nak bg pendedahan awal kat bdk2 tu. they need to learn math n science in english so that x da lah ternganga blaja math n science dlm english nti...


macam x da pendirian je saya ni.. saya ni susah nak berpendirian tetap... skjp cakap ni, skjp ckp tu... adoi......

english teachers must do something to instill the english language among students. do some extra work so that students can speak well, write well in english. for example, u can fine students if they speak malay during english class. this will work out. or pick 2-3 days a week to make an english speaking day. this was held during my school days, n the students enjoyed speaking english only though some spoke brokenly. but it was ok laa, at least they had the guts to speak....

till next time, xoxo

hanafi

thanks for the pic.. credits to ferd..




now i have a new wallpaper in my hp..



till next time, xoxo

kesian shibu!

this cat has officially become the next shibu in this house.

tapi......

shibu jarang balik rumah. kenapa shibu? shibu merajuk dengan mena ke? stop sulking laa shibu. u r not a kitten anymore, dah jadi kucing tua sekarang kan? im expecting u to be a grown up cat. tak yah la mengada-ngada. im so sick of u la..

tak cukup ke dengan segala ikan-ikan yg mena bagi selama ni, x cukup lg ke? mena ada banyak tin ikan sardin just for u only, i also forbid everyone not to touch them coz they r reserved for u! selalu sangat x ada kat rumah. berfoya2 ngan kucing lain ke?

ohhh baru ingat. that day, i spotted u having this HUGE scar at your ears, that makes it become kurap. i thought u already had a fight with ur girl kan? why did u let her scratch u?! x macho langsung. mana bole jantan kalah dgn betina. u r such a plain loser la. tengok sekarang da tak comel lagi. ada kurap. i dont want to play with u anymore, coz u r gross. its not that i dont want to send u to the doctor, but tau2 je la kan mama tu, she refuses to take u to a clinic coz mama x suka benda remeh temeh. mungkin sebab tu, shibu kecil hati ngan mena, n makes u seldom go home. shibu kecil hati sebab u dont have a friend to play with u anymore, u dont get to listen to me sing u a song called shibu uyumu. i bet u miss the lullaby kan?

shibu, i miss the old u, mena rindu dengan bulu shibu yg lembut, gebu macam karpet tu..(if only kurap wasnt there, n u meant the world to me)

when im away, n u r home, who wants to take care of u?

till next time, xoxo