Wednesday, December 23, 2009

untitled

woman ate woman. where was her sympathy though? why was she so mean? where was her heart? was this some kind of revenge of what she had gone through n did no justice to the underprivileged?




so pathetic

im hollow

like bella says in new moon, 'there's a hole that has been punched in my chest'.

i kinda feel the same way too.

i feel breathless.

my vision seems blur with tears embroidered my eyes.

my whole body aches.

i cant think, my head is numb.

i cant eat, my mouth is too remote to accept food.


-i dont know what im saying right now, i hate failing, n i hate the test.

Monday, December 14, 2009

bff







in a changing room. we were trying to fit ourselves in all the stuff that were about to buy later. sambil try baju2 baru, we took pics dan agak lame gak menghabiskan sesi fotografi. n i was pretty sure that people out there, lining up n waiting for us were annoyed by this. ala. lantak hang la nak pikiq apa pon, aslkan kite enjoy kan anem....heehheh...



dining time. lps shopping we needed to fill up our tummy with yummy meals from mcd. btw, thanks anem for treating me..in this pic, sy telah menyarung kemeja baru yg dibeli n made it as a jacket. yeah. kind of. talk about enthusiasm ppl..



ini dia girlfriend sy, inda hanim yg bkl jd arkitek soon... wei nti ko design rumah baru ak, k. my wish is your command tau!



candid!




so long people, time ni nak blk n i was hoping that we were not gonna be disturbed again by org gila yg suke ckp sorg2 kat komuter.. kesian anem x pasal2 layan org gila tu...hahaahha..






ok. anem, w/pun ak x smpt nak peluk cium ko mase ko nak kuar dari komuter tu, coz it was flooded by pppl coming in n going out, ak ttp bole cium ko kat gambar ni kan...oopssss, hehhe, dont get me wrong....im not @#$%&*!....stop thinking fishy here.....




Saturday, December 12, 2009

Al Fatihah...

Al-Fatihah to Ustaz Arman, may he rest in Peace...


i will never forget the first day i started learning with him till the last day it ended..

thanks so much ustaz...

i really appreciate of what you did to me...

you will be remembered throughout my life...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

just keep fighting back ustaz, we all love you

now, all my doas are going to ustaz arman, the one who taught me arabic in maahad. he has a stroke n in a critical condition-that was what my mom said to me this morning. im sad coz he did something noble to me, taught me tirelessly n put a lot of hard work to make me understand arabic eventhough i wasnt too good at it, n suddenly he gets sick in such young age. mama pun sedih, maybe da anggap ustaz mcm adiknya sendiri n mama sayang kat ustaz jugak sbb ustaz ajar bagus kat sekolah dan sebagai pengetua masa tu, of course la mama was proud of him.


ustaz, stay strong n get better soon. everyone loves you.


Ya Allah sembuhkanlah penyakit guru ku ini...

two is better than one

i miss you...
badly, seriously.....


you know what, you should go listen to 'two is better than one' coz it depicts my feelings and thoughts....


but come to think of it, it's so stupid, listening to that 24/7 where i know it doesnt benifit me at all coz its thoughtful enough that you are too far away from me....


i dont know whether i can get to see you soon....


hope that i can live longer and so can you....


take care, will see you then...


xoxo

Thursday, December 3, 2009

people named robert

well, there are 2 people named ROBERT that i am currently in love with.. and i want nothing but them....seriously they really turn me ON.


this is ROBERT GREGORY BOURDON n is well known as the drummer of lp and i have been into him since i was 13. he is all the reason of why i LOVE men with beard. ahahhaha. but actually not all men are good with it, and rob is the only one who looks ok with it and i cant agree more.

and this is the hottest vampire on earth named ROBERT THOMAS PATTINSON and fans address him as just robert pattinson. and as you all know (if u dont, ur ignorance isnt bliss) he plays edward cullen in twilight n new moon. oh unfortunately i havent got a chance to watch the movies. n the worse part is the twilight dvd that ipa gave me the other day didnt work out n i could not watch it. n rite now im on a verge of buying that cd, n im gonna watch new moon in cinema soon. i only fantasize edward by reading the twilight n new moon books ( ipa, if u r reading this please hand me the other two books ASAP). i wish i could be bella, the girl that edward likes so much n i really fucking love how edward treats bella. n i love to be his partner in biology class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, the books have become my bibles.
i think people named robert are destined to be handsome, dark, tall......as the list goes on.
xoxo





Wednesday, December 2, 2009

lust

did you ever do something that you knew it was wrong but you felt good at it?


and it is called nafsu. sesungguhnya nafsu itu adalah syaitan.




xoxo