that was quite a match...

Alhamdulillah, malaysia won..
i think the goal keeper really nailed it..
he can be the second manuel neuer.
enough said.
iam really proud.

the only thing i think is YOU...

the saying 'when u tried ur best but u dont succeed' is really killing me..
iam scared if it doesn't go on my way..
iam scared that this thing doesnt do any justice to me..



i've been after this one big thing for the whole year..
now iam trying my best n i know i deserve to win..




O Allah i seek for your mercy..please guide me whenever i seem to be lost, n please guide me whenever i am in the right track so that i dont cross the line.

this i promise you

i'll take them to places that they have not been to,

i'll buy them fancy cars,

i'll build them a mansion,




i know they dont really need pricey things and money, all they need is love. all they need is having me by their side. but giving love isnt that much, but it will be thoughtful and nicer enough for me to spend some quids to make them happy.
insya Allah...

negativity is killing me..

hari ini, sy tolong mama masak sbb esok kan da nak raya haji. before that i made a promise to my mum that i would wake up earlier in the morning (memandangkan sy selalu bgn at 12pm juz because of i cant take a slightest temptation to go off bed). so i woke up at 9 am, feeling dizzy sebab mlm td tdo pkul 2.45 (was watching sundal bolong) n made myself go to the kitchen...kerja2 menggoreng dan memotong bawang, halia, n stuff pun da bermula....

mama really relied on me to help her prepare the meals disebabkan kakak2 sy pergi bekerja. ayah buat ketupat n it just left me n mama in the kitchen. sambil2 menggoreng ayam utk dibuat ayam kicap, sy pun ambil kesempatan utk makan breakfast iaitu pancakes from mcd yg dibeli oleh angah. entah mcm mana lps tu sy tiba2 rasa sakit perut..then i made an excuse from mama to go to the toilet.. next i took a shower n changed my clothes n tiba2 rasa mengantuk n terus landing kat katil...zzzzzzz...

sy bgn pkul 2.05 pm dan fikir kerja masak ayam kicap x siap lg... i headed to the kitchen, feeling a pang of agony n annoyed... sy pun masak dlm keadaan x da mood. sampai bibik pun takut nak tegur..hahah dia pun terkejut tengok cara sy membaling bawang2 dlm periuk utk ditumis...tengah masak2, tiba2 kucing sy curi satu ketul ayam kat dapur, i was pissed n said the F word...n then i said S__T. wow..i supposed i should not have said the words so loud that everyone could hear the words.. i know everyone swears but i just crossed the line...i even made faces to my sister, just to let her know how tired i was doing all these stuff...i know what i did was wrong n i just could not help myself out. it just came out..

i thought, i was just making things up. i always make the smallest become the biggest...in the end, it turned out well n the lauk tasted really good n i could smile again. sy tahu sy x patut melepaskan kemarahan sy kat org lain..kita kena ikhlas buat sesuatu kan? n i learn from it..mistakes dont mean a thing if u dont regret them..

to my family, i really am sorry...






till then..

happy birthday lahmy....

i once made a saying that not in a million years i would ever watch soccer or football because i found it annoying and was a stupid game. well it was ages ago. n now things have changed n i would never thought that i could be so into football thingy. it was all because of the 2010 world cup n i glued myself infront of the tv just to watch my favourite team which was germany (n still is germany) play the match even though it was 2-4 in the morning. i loved how they forfeited england n argentina n they were all just stunning.

lahm is cute isnt he? he really melts my heart (owh i sounded like a teeny bopper when seeing cute guys huh? did i?)...he's considered one of the best defenders in the world n is my favourite player. he doesnt score many for germany, but when he does, it goes whoooaaaa. he captained the germans at the world cup n i must say he did a good job. i still dont get it why they returned the arm band to ballack(: i still hope that lahm will stay as a captain.

its never too late to wish my favorite captain happy birthday. i hope he will score as many as he can. i cant wait to see him play at the next euro n world cup.

philipp lahm ist der beste (am trying to learn german but learning it makes my mouth dry..)

till then.

who the hell are you?

i know that blog is not a place to burst out any emotional or raging feeling but...i just cant help myself out...

u r so annoying..please leave.

kucing lagi...

angah suggested my kitten should be named PRADA...i repeat PRADA....

i was like, huh? r u serious? does my kitten deserve to have that kind of name? ye la kan kucing kampung je, lain la kalau kucing parsi...

tapi apa salahnya kan?? suka hati i la nak nama apa untuk anak kucing i...as long as it reads DESIGNER CLOTHES...


till then, gute nacht (i love anthing that labels GERMANY-the language, philipp lahm, bayern munich, tokio hotel, n the list goes on.... )

im homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

sudah lama x update blog.....
iam trying so hard to make my fingers type something and whatever stuff that caught my eyes recently...so it wont be left out again....sorry blogku..it was never my intention to neglect u....

so im home now...balik utk cuti 3 minggu...its weird though sbb x exam lagi n nanti kena blk upsi lagi utk exam... n tell me this - r u expecting me to STUDY at home??? im not sure coz there are tons of things yg saya betul2 enjoy nak wat kat umah n lupa nak study...then bile da abis exam cuti lagi 3 mgu!!!!

i just indulged my dad by giving him belgian chocolate ice cream from haagen dazs that i bought just now....it was a pleasure by seeing daddy eat that ice cream...i dont care how much does it cost...as long as it makes my him happy...
owh ade 1 lagi bekas ice cream x makan lagi...maybe nanti nak mkn dengan mummy plak...oopsss mummy da jealous....

owh my kittens are soooo cute....cant wait to see them grow up...dan leh wat toilet training utk my kittens....x de la berak sepah2 kat rumah...nti kena buang dengan mama....

kat rumah still kena masak n do other chores....x leh depends kat bibik je.... huuhuh...tp saya x kisah...asalkan dpat bahagiakan mama n ayah kat umah..saya nak masak sedap2....


till then, bye

that was superb

i never thought that the germans could be soooo strong to win this game...

yeah as the saying goes 'forfeit the game before somebody else' n they did prove it....

n i cant believe that this world cup thingy really interests me to stick infront of the tv..something that i havent done before...





xoxo

budak setan and a rush of blood to the head..

as long as i am called an audience, i have the rights to voice my opinion on a movie that i've watched which is "da nama BUDAK SETAN kenalah tonjolkan sikit ke SETANannya n there werent many scenes that showed the character of BUDAK SETAN" (frankly speaking)..

but it was a good movie, walaupun saya rase banyak kelemahannya, n im not going to say much about this because iam not an expert in movies thingy neither i am a movie critic..just wanna say, kudos to all of them that were in that movie..


i just had a rush of blood to the head when i was watching a match between uruguay and korea..tak senang duduk saya dibuatnya bila tengok korea berhempas pulas nak jaringkan gol but in the end they lost to uruguay (2-1)... anyway...u guys did good job... u just made all asians be proud of you...


xoxo

baby, baby, baby oohhhhhhhhhhhh

well that's justin bieber n he's cute isnt he? he's waayyyyyyyy more younger than me n he's only 16. come to think of it i feel like im getting oldddd....ahhaha if i could be 15 again, i would have a big teenage crush on him..

he's the newest teen pop sensation after usher (he's his mentor), justin timberlake, nick carter back in the 90's n his songs are catchy n his song, one time keeps blaring in my eardrum...

just now, to my dismay, my nephews were singing 'baby, baby, baby oohhhhh..'. that was sweet huh?? i bet muaz learned that from school n aniq i never taught him that song but i guess he just listened that song from the radio..

wow..how cool children nowadays are...

xoxo

k stands for korea

the world is having a world cup fever..

i cant help myself to sneak out watching a match during my sleep time though am not an avid fan of football..

n now am watching a match between korea n nigeria..

n i choose korea..

n now nigeria is leading the game..1-0

no worries..the koreans will have the strength to defeat the nigerians...

u have plenty of times..just keep fighting korea!


xoxo

boy im in love with kwon sang woo...

i know i am not REALLY a big fan of korean dramas but this man really turns me on ever since i watched stairway to heaven. God knows how i admire this kind of guy. a guy that i can bring back home n meet my mom n have lunch together n go out shopping together n have a nice talk together n what else???

what happened last week

so i just came back from saigon n it was great. i wont put the pictures that i snapped in saigon coz u can take a look at them on facebook. what i want to write about is the conclusion that i can summarize during my 4 days n 3 nights stay in saigon n how the stay has changed my view n perspective on certain things that i think might be intriguing enough for people to ponder back what they have done and do in this world..so here goes...







we (9 people only including my parents' friends n i am the youngest one) arrived there around 2 pm n were picked up by our tour guide named sa ki ah (i dont know how the spelling of his name goes like but the pronunciation is just like that). we were tired of course but excited enough to sightsee the Saigon city (now is known as Ho Chi Minh). jalan kat sane sgt sibuk n bising sebab diorg guna motor as the main mean of transportation. diorg ckp klu naik motor romantik..hahahh. whatever. there, i could see that vietnam is still developing, x byk bgnn besar n tinggi mcm kat kl tp da cukup memadai bg org kat sane n i am sure that someday they can beat us coz they are very commited to do their work n very hardworking. diorg tahu diorg susah tp it is not a lame reason to give up n end up being a beggar. diorg still bole survive even they just earn 10k vietnames dong (seringgit lebih duit malaysia) a day to make a living. tapi sikit2 pun lama2 jd bukit, kan? then, after 20 minutes we arrived at kingston hotel. its a 3 star hotel but yet very cozy n we stayed at the 9th floor. lepas unpacked my belongings, i decided that i had to have a nap for a while sbb mase tu pening kepala n it really kept me in agony n i refused to do anything but sleep. tp lps tu pakcik sorang ni which is my dad's friend yg ikut trip ni gave us a ring n asked us whether we wanted to go sightseeing around the town n we obliged. sy x jadi nak tidur n i had to use this opportunity to see the life of vietnamese n learn their culture (this is the number one rule if u r travelling abroad). we went to ben thanh market which is the most popular place to shop as they say it gives u the best price of stuff to purchase but actually it doesnt. harga brg kat sane pun lebih kurang kat malaysia n harga buah semuanye quite pricey. but u have to bargain n u can have the lowest price of stuff u want to buy. i didnt really enjoy shopping there. i just bought souvenir from my friends n mama beli kain utk baju raye kitorg utk tahun ni (tp sy da byk da kain n sy nak pkai kain vietnam tu utk th depan je la). that night, we had dinner at a muslim restaurant (i forgot the name) n the food was good. alhamdulillah ade jugak kedai mkn halal kat sini sebab x ramai org islam kat vienam.








the next day, we had breakfast at the hotel. kat meja tu ade jugak mknn yg x halal n we just took bread, pancakes, fruit n orange juice only tp sudah memadai utk mengisi perut. then, we had our first journey to go to Cu Chi Tunnels that took around 1 hour 20 minutes to go there. i think this was the most exciting place to visit sepanjang sy berada di sane sbb i was interested to get to know well about the war between vietnam n america. cu chi tunnels is a historic place for the local people especially for the soldiers to fight against the enemy (american soldiers) for saving the country. they built the tunnels to hide themselves from the enemy. i was given a chance to be in the tunnel for minutes n i considered myself lucky to feel the hurdle that they went through for years. i could not imagine they lived, ate, slept, n gave birth in that tunnel n my hair stood still n i was shivering to be there. agak seram sy rase sbb kat tmpt tu da ramai tentera mati around 11k ppl. tp sy sgt seronok dpt berjalan, merangkak dlm terowong tu. memang best. not to forget, they made weapons n trap using bamboo n stuff to attack the enemy. now i realized how smart n cunning they were at that time although they had some restraints on having hi-tech weapons n stuff like the americans had. i myself admit that the tunnels were undetectable to be recognized n i think that was a big victory for vietnamese. the americans might be physically fit with weapons n stuff, but the vietnamese were mentally fit with brilliant ideas to protect their country..bagi sy lebih baik kita bijak menggunakan akal fikiran dr hanya bergantung pada kekuatan fizikal semata2. dan sy rase sgt geram dgn amerika dan juga kuasa2 besar yg lain mcm israel yg dulu smpai skrg x henti2 menyeksa org palestin..bom yg digunakan oleh tentera amerika time perang vietnam tu bole bg effect kat diorg smpai 3 generasi sampai ade ibu mengandung yg terkena effect tu lahirkan anak cacat, ade kanser dan mcm2 lagi.


keesokan harinya, kitorg naik bot kat sg mekong. this is the biggest delta in SEA. i still remember when i was in junior high, i learned about mekong delta in geography though i sucked at it. nvr mind. time has passed n i learned that this delta is used by the local people to make a living by fishing, selling fruits on a boat, n so on. i really enjoyed being on a boat as the view really soothed my feeling.


n finally the last day on tour arrived dan kami berlepas dr saigon pd pukul 5 pm n sampai kl pd pkul 7. im gonna miss saigon so much as it taught me many things like being hardworking at work, determined to defeat somebody that threatens ur life n the most important thing is u have to believe in every potential u have inside as it can change the world n in the end, it makes you shine n people wont underestimate you like what did the local people achieve during the war time.



xoxo

it was good but i had to go...

damn, now i miss saigon....

i so dont want to be like becky bloomwood

hello..

now im filling up my holiday by sticking to all the shopaholic series n sophie k novels..(minus shopaholic takes manhattan, remember me, n the undomestic goddess yg da bace kat library)...

i must admit that all of them are addictive n i keep on reading the books..

the character of becky bloomwood is very amusing n i find it very entertaining when she tries to solve her financial problems due to her habit which is shopping...

but one thing that annoys me is she keeps buying stuff that is beyond her need..yeah i mean sometimes i do the same thing too when i have money n there's a big sale that makes me splurge in every shop i like but i think i wont be like becky who buys a dining table with 10 chairs for 2 units n it makes her husband go mad enough...

hopefully, one day, if i get a job, n can afford myself, i wont buy a pair of jimmy choo's because i know i wont get the chance to have it (there's a pair of strappy shoes from jimmy choo that costs RM 24 000) unless im married to a datuk or tan sri...

clarks is the better choice..or hush puppies....

can'tttttttt waitttttttttttttttt

this is my anticipation..i cant wait to buy this book actually...it will be released in september this year n i'll make sure that im gonna get mine coz sophie k is my fav author...n i read all her books...they r very appetizing like chocolate muffins that smell sooo good n make me want to enjoy eating every single bite...( same goes to the book la n i enjoy reading every page..n the title is the appetizer..)

n one thing...

lp's latest album which according to mike will be out at the end of this year..

hope it turns out well n the songs r not like what i heard in mtm's album...im expecting some fresh, energetic, emo, metal songs..

n i must confess that i miss the old lp( hybrid theory's the best..)

am off now...see u later.

this ends right now

u must be devoting your whole life to her.